Monday, 7/22/19

* Exiting the Eclipse Window + 6 Retrogrades *

You have never been alive in the past.
You will never be alive in the future.
You are forever alive right now.

You are responsible for
Healing your wounds and
Grieving your loss.

You are also responsible for
Holding your heart,
Open in brave vulnerability.

We create new worlds,
We find each other,
In the unfolding new - 
In the spaces between what we thought we knew.

xoxo - Susan

* Triangle of Potential: Sun 29/Mercury Rx 27/Venus 13/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 21/Saturn Rx 16/South Node 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively
* Grand Trine Fire: Moon/Chiron Rx 5 Aries - Jupiter Rx 15 Sagittarius - Mars 13 Leo 
* Jupiter Rx 15 Sagittarius square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces

Thursday, 7/18/19

* Exiting the Eclipse Window + 6 Retrogrades *

We are not out of the this cycle until July 31st.
The next two weeks will continue to be intense.

These Eclipses are saying,
"The world is shifting in a wide-sweeping, massive way. 
Here we go. You ready?"

Many people are responding with,
"No."

So, you need to get that way.
Where are you under suppression?

Is it in old rules/expectations/traditions?
Is it in your concept of success?
Is it in how you're hard on your body?
Is it in your rigid thinking?
Is it in trauma you haven't fully healed from?
Is it in The Story Of How Thought Things Would Be?

Be on your own side.
Be brave in your vulnerability and
Be willing to do what it takes to
Heal and keep moving forward -
Both, at the same time.

It's hard work.
It's exposing, raw work.
You can do it.
We're all in this together.

xoxo - SG

Wednesday, 7/17/19

* Exiting the Eclipse Window + 6 Retrogrades *

The evolve and heal upward
To what's meant for you,
You'll have to allow for a lot of falling away.

How You Thought Things Would Be -
It's not real.
It's a Story that's hard to let go of.

It's hard because 
You think the Story gives you control.
Really, though, it shuts down possibility.

Pull back and really consider:
Can you stay open to the Unfolding Unknown and
Trust that you are being guided?

Can you not go back to what hurts?
Can you mourn, if you have to, but
Remain steady in moving forward?

I think you can
Because you're on your own side;
Because you're brave in your heart-open vulnerability;
Because you deserve to thrive.

xoxo - Susan

* Triangle of Potential: Sun 24/Venus 17/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 21/Saturn Rx 16/South Node 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively
* Fixed T-square: Moon Aquarius oppose Mercury Rx 1/Mars 9 Leo square Uranus 6 Taurus 
* Triangle of Potential: Moon Aquarius oppose Mercury Rx 1/Mars 9 Leo sextile/trine Chiron Rx 5 Aries, respectively
* Grand Trine Fire: Jupiter Rx 15 Sagittarius - Chiron Rx 5 Aries - Mars 9 Leo 
* Jupiter Rx 15 Sagittarius square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces

Monday, 7/15/19

* Lead in to Full Moon Lunar Eclipse 24 Capricorn
Tuesday, 7/16, 5:38 pm EST *

A decision is coming.
Something that has felt suppressive
Will need to be walked away from.

Liberation from an unlocked cage
Involves saying goodbye to
The Story of how you thought that cage was safe.

Mourn if you need to.
Be very merciful to yourself and
Know that you are free.

xoxo - Susan

* Triangle of Potential: Sun 22/North Node 17/Venus 14 Cancer oppose Moon/Saturn Rx 17/South Node 17/Pluto Rx 21 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively
* Mercury Rx 2/Mars 8 Leo square Uranus 6 Taurus, trine Chiron Rx 5 Aries
* Jupiter Rx 15 Sagittarius square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces

Friday, 7/12/19

* Between Eclipses + 6 Retrogrades *

If you're going to invest your care,
It better light you up.

If you're going to open up,
It better be truly important to you.

If you're going to allow for vulnerability,
It better bring laughter with it.

No one gets to snuff out your fire.
You decide what you want for yourself.

No one's actions or expectations
Gets to loot that right from you.

xoxo - Susan

* Triangle of Potential: Sun 20/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 21/Saturn Rx 17/South Node 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively
* Grand Trine Fire: Moon Sagittarius - Chiron Rx 5 Aries - Mercury Rx 3/Mars 6 Leo 
* Mercury Rx 3/Mars 6 Leo square Uranus 6 Taurus 
* Venus 11 Cancer sextile Uranus 6 Taurus, square Chiron Rx 5 Aries 
* Jupiter Rx 15 Sagittarius square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces

Wednesday, 7/10/19

* Between Eclipses + 6 Retrogrades *

Sometimes you have to dig in and
Protect your own energy.

No one can tell 
How everything's going to shake out.

Some people may flail
In the not knowing.

But not you.
You're holding your center.

You're not letting anyone's distress
Drag you into a rabbit hole.

Boundaries:
Don't leave home without them.

xoxo - Susan

* Triangle of Potential: Sun 18/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 21/Saturn Rx 17/South Node 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively
* Fixed T-square: Moon Scorpio oppose Uranus 6 Taurus square Mercury Rx 4/Mars 5 Leo 
* Mercury Rx 4/Mars 5 Leo trine Chiron Rx 5 Aries 
* Venus 8 Cancer sextile Uranus 6 Taurus, square Chiron Rx 5 Aries 
* Jupiter Rx 16 Sagittarius square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces

Tuesday, 7/9/19

* Halfway Between Eclipses + 6 Retrogrades *

If you think you've got it all figure out,
I promise, you don't.

Slow way down.
Find your internal center.

You are adrift in an energetic No Man's Land.
Your safety is in stillness.

Pay attention to everything, but
Cling to nothing.

Listen for the whispers in the spaces between 
What you think you already know.

xoxo - Susan

* Triangle of Potential: Sun 17/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22/Saturn Rx 17/South Node 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively
* Cardinal T-square: Sun 17/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22/Saturn Rx 17/South Node 17 Capricorn square Moon Libra
* Venus 7 Cancer sextile Uranus 6 Taurus, square Chiron Rx 5 Aries 
* Mercury Rx 4/Mars 4 Leo square Uranus 6 Taurus, trine Chiron Rx 5 Aries 
* Jupiter Rx 16 Sagittarius square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces

Monday, 7/8/19

* Between Eclipses *

You deserve to heal.
You deserve lots of care.
You deserve your sovereignty.
You may have to do it solo, though.

Walking away from suppression and
Tending to your wounds
Are acts of self love,
Independent of what anyone else is doing.

Allow for self mercy to
Clear the space for new life.
You are worthy of
Receiving the beauty of grace.

xoxo - Susan

* Triangle of Potential: Sun 16/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22/Saturn Rx 17/South Node 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively
* Cardinal T-square: Moon Libra oppose Chiron 5 Aries square Venus 6 Cancer
* Triangle of Potential: Moon Libra oppose Chiron 5 Aries sextile/trine Mercury Rx 4/Mars 4 Leo, respectively
* Venus 6 Cancer sextile Uranus 6 Taurus 
* Mercury Rx 4/Mars 4 Leo square Uranus 6 Taurus 
* Jupiter Rx 16 Sagittarius square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces

Wednesday, 7/3/19

* Between Eclipses *

You can fill the spaces between
With anxiety and worry 
Or
With allowance of possibility.

You are in the hands of
Something bigger than you.

You can't see everything.
You don't know how 
People are going to show up or
Circumstances are going to work themselves out.

If you'll slow down and
Suspend yourself within the not-knowing,
Life will have more room to 
Show up how it needs to.

Your safety is in stillness.
Allow for what you didn't know you needed.

xoxo - Susan

* Sun 11 Cancer 
* Moon 3rd Decan Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22 Capricorn
* Venus 0 Cancer sextile Uranus 5 Taurus, square Chiron 5 Aries
* Mars 1/Mercury 3 Leo square Uranus 5 Taurus, trine Chiron 5 Aries
* Jupiter Rx 16 Sagittarius square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces
* Triangle of Potential: North Node 17 Cancer oppose South Node 17/Saturn Rx 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively

Monday, 7/1/19

* Lead in to New Moon Solar Eclipse 10 Cancer
Tuesday, 7/2, 3:26 pm EST *

Take a moment to 
Think about how you receive.

Do you remain open to 
Unlimited possibilities?

Do you keep hope alive
In brave vulnerability?

Are you willing to 
Walk directly into the Unfolding Unknown?

OR

Do you argue against
Anything unfamiliar?

Do you put a cap on what you'll allow
Based on past disappointment?

Are you more likely to abandon yourself than
Believe in yourself?

Think about the note you want to hold to
Meet the incoming Bringers of Change.

Think about how you could meet them halfway and
Answer the call of your name.

xoxo - Susan

* Sun 9 Cancer sextile Uranus 5 Taurus, square Chiron 5 Aries
* Moon crossing Venus 27 Gemini
* Mars 29 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22 
* Jupiter Rx 16 Sagittarius square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces
* Mercury 2 Leo square Uranus 5 Taurus, trine Chiron 5 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: North Node 17 Cancer oppose South Node 17/Saturn Rx 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively

Saturday, 6/29/19

* Eclipse Season w/ 6 Retrogrades Starts in 4 Days *

Every effort you put into
Your healing,
Your recovery,
Your exaltation,
Is worth it.

The Bringers of Change 
Are on approach to
Usher in massive, wide-sweeping shifts.

Your job is to 
Meet them where they land
In brave vulnerability.

Your focus for the incoming energy is to
Notice everything, but
Cling to nothing.

You are worthy.
You are on your own side.
You are free.

xoxo - Susan

* Sun 7 Cancer sextile Uranus 5 Taurus, square Chiron 5 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: Mars 28 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22 sextile/trine Moon 3rd Decan Taurus 
* Triangle of Potential: North Node 17 Cancer oppose South Node 17/Saturn Rx 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively
* Mutable T-square: Jupiter Rx 17 Sagittarius oppose Venus 25 Gemini square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces
* Mercury 1 Leo square Uranus 5 Taurus, trine Chiron 5 Aries
* Pluto Rx 22 Capricorn oppose Mars 27 Cancer

Thursday, 6/27/19

If it's not 
Contributing to your healing,
Bringing you joy, or
Liberating you into sovereignty, then
It's not worth your time.

We don't love through martyrdom anymore.
We don't lower ourselves to capitulate.
We don't play it small in order to be loved.
Take yourself off of the sacrificial alter.
You are free.

xoxo - Susan

* Sun 5 Cancer sextile Moon/Uranus 5 Taurus, square Chiron 5 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: North Node 17 Cancer oppose South Node 17/Saturn Rx 18 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively
* Mutable T-square: Jupiter Rx 17 Sagittarius oppose Venus 22 Gemini square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces
* Mercury 0 Leo square Moon/Uranus 5 Taurus, trine Chiron 5 Aries
* Pluto Rx 22 Capricorn oppose Mars 27 Cancer

Tuesday, 6/25/19

You're brave in your vulnerability.
Your willingness to walk directly into
The Unfolding Unknown
Is a sign of strength.

Facing the unhealed parts of you,
Taking responsibility for your own
Recovery and self care,
Are the markers of your evolution.

There's no room here for
Shame or resentment or disappointment.
You're going to stay focused on your healing.
You're going to be very kind to yourself.

And so it is.

xoxo - Susan

* Sun 3 Cancer sextile Uranus 5 Taurus, square Moon/Chiron 5 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: North Node 17 Cancer oppose South Node 17/Saturn Rx 18 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune Rx 18 Pisces, respectively
* Mutable T-square: Jupiter Rx 18 Sagittarius oppose Venus 20 Gemini square Neptune Rx 18 Pisces
* Pluto Rx 22 Capricorn oppose Mars 26/Mercury 28 Cancer

Friday, 6/21/19

You want people closer,
Not further away.

Not just any people;
Your people.

We find each other
In the spaces between
What we thought would stand the test of time.

We find each other
In brave vulnerability
Where we are healing our humanness.

We find each other
On the other side of disappointment,
In the Unfolding Unknown calling us forward.

xoxo - Susan

* Sun 0 Cancer sextile Uranus 5 Taurus, square Chiron 5 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: Venus 15 Gemini oppose Jupiter Rx 18 Sagittarius trine/sextile Moon Aquarius
* Triangle of Potential: North Node 17 Cancer oppose South Node 17/Saturn Rx 18 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune 18 Pisces, respectively
* Mutable T-square: Jupiter Rx 18 Sagittarius oppose Venus 15 Gemini square Neptune 18 Pisces
* Pluto Rx 22 Capricorn oppose Mars 23/Mercury 25 Cancer

Thursday, 6/20/19

You have some things you need to figure out.
Let your aim be
Healing yourself up to what's meant for you.

Don't worry about what's falling away.
It's coming down
With or without your participation.

Be very brave in your vulnerability.
Try to understand that 
Your safety is in the Unfolding Unknown.

You belong in a New World.
You need it.
It needs you.

xoxo - Susan

* Sun 29 Gemini 
* Moon Aquarius square Uranus 5 Taurus, sextile Chiron 5 Aries
* Pluto Rx 22 Capricorn oppose Mars 22/Mercury 23 Cancer
* Triangle of Potential: North Node 17 Cancer oppose South Node 17/Saturn Rx 18 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune 18 Pisces, respectively
* Mutable T-square: Jupiter Rx 18 Sagittarius oppose Venus 14 Gemini square Neptune 18 Pisces

Wednesday, 6/19/19

Alot has fallen apart.
You could stay there and 
Ruminate over how and why it all went down.
You could allow bitterness to set in.

Or

You can decide you're going to heal.
You can let what will not stand the test of time
Fall away as it needs to and
Concentrate on self caring yourself higher.

Shame and should-haves
Won't get you to 
Where and with whom you need to be.
Concentrate instead on repairing your brave vulnerability.

xoxo - Susan

* Sun 28 Gemini 
* Moon/Pluto Rx 22 Capricorn oppose Mars 22/Mercury 22 Cancer
* Triangle of Potential: North Node 17 Cancer oppose South Node 17/Saturn Rx 18 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune 18 Pisces, respectively
* Mutable T-square: Jupiter Rx 18 Sagittarius oppose Venus 12 Gemini square Neptune 18 Pisces
* Uranus 5 Taurus semisextile Chiron 5 Aries

Thursday, 6/13/19

We're in the middle of a collapse.
Staying open to hope 
Requires focus.

Letting go of 
What will not stand the test of time
Requires brave vulnerability.

Know your edges here.
If it feels wrong, it is wrong.
If it feels right, it is right.

You won't be able to figure everything out.
Handle what's in front of you.
Reach for what heals.

xoxo - Susan

* Mutable T-square: Sun 22 Gemini oppose Jupiter Rx 19 Sagittarius square Neptune 18 Pisces
* Yod: Chiron 5 Aries sextile Venus 5 Gemini quincunx Moon Scorpio anchored by Uranus 5 Taurus 
* Triangle of Potential: Mars 18/Mercury 14/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22/Saturn Rx 19/South Node 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune 18 Pisces
* Cardinal T-square: Mars 18/Mercury 14/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22/Saturn Rx 19/South Node 17 Capricorn square Moon Libra

Tuesday, 6/11/19

If fairness does not include you,
Then it's not fair.

No taking hits and acting like you're fine.
No painful suppression.

If you're going to keep hope and possibility alive,
You're going to have to be honest.

You're going to have to be on your own side and
Protect your brave vulnerability.

Steer away from resentment and disappointment.
Lean into healing up to what's meant for you in current time.

xoxo - SG

* Cardinal T-square: Mars 17/Mercury 17/North Node 12 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22/Saturn Rx 19/South Node 17 Capricorn square Moon Libra
* Sun 20 Gemini oppose Jupiter Rx 19 Sagittarius square Neptune 18 Pisces

Thursday, 6/6/19

Why why why why why?
Why would you do any of this 
Healing, evolving, discovery, brave vulnerability?

You don't have to,
But you want to.
Why?

It's because you are connected
To yourself, to others, to Life.
You need you and we need you.

So,
Heal, evolve, discover, 
Bravely keeping opening up your vulnerability.

We are healing our humanness.
We are find our way back to each other.
Don't stop.

xoxo - Susan

* Mutable T-square: Sun 15 Gemini oppose Jupiter Rx 19 Sagittarius square Neptune 18 Pisces
* Moon Leo trine Chiron 5 Aries, square Uranus 4 Taurus 
* Triangle of Potential: Mars 14/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22/Saturn Rx 19/South Node 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune 18 Pisces, respectively
* Mercury 3 Cancer sextile Uranus 4 Taurus, square Chiron 5 Aries
* Venus 27 Taurus trine Pluto Rx 22/Saturn Rx 19/South Node 17 Capricorn

Wednesday, 6/5/19

It is entirely possible to meet
The incoming new with
Allowance and ease.

Your healing can be one of
Recovery rather than
Suffering.

You'll have to lean into it, though.
You'll have to focus on going
Up, not down.

Be kind to You.
Seek the soft places and
Give yourself comfort there.

xoxo - Susan

* Mutable T-square: Sun 14 Gemini oppose Jupiter Rx 20 Sagittarius square Neptune 18 Pisces
* Triangle of Potential: Moon/Mars 13/North Node 17 Cancer oppose Pluto Rx 22/Saturn Rx 19/South Node 17 Capricorn trine/sextile Neptune 18 Pisces, respectively
* Mercury 1 Cancer sextile Uranus 4 Taurus, square Chiron 5 Aries
* Venus 25 Taurus trine Pluto Rx 22/Saturn Rx 19/South Node 17 Capricorn