Monday, 1/18/19

What are you going to do with yourself?
I mean, if you were to step outside of
Drowning in the Story of Your Brokenness,
Then what?

There's repair work to be done in
How we've hurt ourselves and each other.
There are new worlds to create.
We are still finding ourselves and each other.

So, be brave, stand tall.
Know that where and with whom you belong -
You need it and it needs you.
Know that you are guided.

- Susan

* Sun 29 Aquarius sextile Uranus 29 Aries
* Yod: Mercury 14/Neptune 15 Pisces sextile Saturn 16/Venus 17 Capricorn quincunx Moon Leo 
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 22 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 29 Aries
* Jupiter 20 Sagittarius trine Uranus 29 Aries
* Chiron 0 Aries
* Mars 2 Taurus

Friday, 1/15/19

Give people lots of space.
Ease up on yourself, too.

Emotions are high.
Triggers are sensitive.
Everything seems weird and far away.

You concentrate on healing
Anything that's getting in the way of possibility.
Let everything else play out.

If it's meant for you, 
It will stand the test of time.

- Susan

* Sun 26/Black Moon Lilith 21 Aquarius sextile Uranus 29 Aries
* Moon Cancer sextile Mars 0 Taurus
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 22 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 29 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 22 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 29 Pisces, respectively
* Saturn 16/Venus 13 Capricorn sextile Neptune 15/Mercury 9 Pisces
* Jupiter 20 Sagittarius trine Uranus 29 Aries

Wednesday, 2/13/19

The Story of Your Brokenness gets in the way.
The ache of what happened blocks possibility.
Disappointment is a killer.

How you feel matters.
Rather than diving head first into the deep end, though,
Evaluate it from a pulled back perspective.

Why is the hurt still lingering?
How are you sabotaging the New?
What would happen if you opened up to curiosity?

No need to fly off the handle.
No need to flail and break things out of insecurity.
No need to run.

Hold your center and try to figure out what needs to shift
So that you can be fully here and
Trust the Unfolding Unknown.

- Susan

* Minor Grand Trine: Mars 29/Uranus 29 Aries trine Jupiter 19 Sagittarius sextile Sun 24/Black Moon Lilith 21 Aquarius 
* Moon Gemini square Mercury 5 Pisces
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 22 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Mars 29/Uranus 29 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 22 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 29 Pisces, respectively
* Saturn 16/Venus 11 Capricorn sextile Neptune 15 Pisces
* Jupiter 19 Sagittarius square Neptune 15 Pisces

Monday, 2/11/19

Your self worth need not be informed by
The past,
Outside expectations,
Comparison to what everyone else is doing.

Let it be wrapped in
What's important to you,
Your ability to heal and grow,
Knowing that Life wants the all of you.

What has always been meant for you
Is constantly calling your name.
Elevate up to it.
You need it and it needs you.

- Susan

* Minor Grand Trine: Mars 28/Uranus 29 Aries trine Jupiter 19 Sagittarius sextile Sun 22/Black Moon Lilith 21 Aquarius + Mercury 2 Pisces 
* Moon Taurus trine Venus 8/Saturn 16 Capricorn
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Mars 28/Uranus 29 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 29 Pisces, respectively
* Saturn 16 Capricorn sextile Neptune 15 Pisces
* Jupiter 19 Sagittarius square Neptune 15 Pisces

Friday, 2/8/19

You're not alone.

Everyone is grieving in some way.
Everyone feels impatient.
Everyone is trying to get their footing on solid ground.

That's not to diminish where you are individually.
Just that, you know, Life isn't picking on you.
We're all under the same sky.

Allow for all the feels.
Be brave in your vulnerability.
Protect the safe spaces where you can be raw and open.

You belong here.
You are wanted.
You are needed.

We get through it together.

- Susan

* Minor Grand Trine: Mars 26/Uranus 29 Aries trine Jupiter 19 Sagittarius sextile Sun 19/Black Moon Lilith 20/Mercury 26 Aquarius 
* Moon Aries square Venus 5 Capricorn
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Mars 26/Uranus 29 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 29 Pisces, respectively
* Saturn 15 Capricorn sextile Neptune 15 Pisces
* Jupiter 19 Sagittarius square Neptune 15 Pisces

Wednesday, 1/6/19

Listen, it's really important 
That you keep your ego on a short leash.

The current energy is aggressive and volatile.
You don't want to be the one flying off the handle.

Focus on healing anything that's getting in the way of
You seeing there are unlimited possibilities on offer.

Meditate/go for a run/clean the whole damn house -
Anything to move pent up energy all the way through you
So that you can listen for the true call of your name.

- Susan

* Minor Grand Trine: Mars 24/Uranus 29 Aries trine Jupiter 18 Sagittarius sextile Sun 17/Black Moon Lilith 20/Mercury 23 Aquarius 
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Mars 24/Uranus 29 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 29 Pisces, respectively
* Saturn 15 Capricorn sextile Neptune 15 Pisces
* Jupiter 18 Sagittarius square Neptune 15 Pisces

Tuesday, 1/5/19

The spaces between what you think you know are vast.
They're uncomfortable.

No need to go into a tailspin about it.
Don't start pulling levers to force something to pop.

The Greater Force of Life is at play.
It's a lot bigger than you.

Pull back and let what's in front of you unfold how it wants to.
You have no idea what could happen next.

Where/with whom you belong -
You need it and it needs you.
Be willing to head in the direction of that calling.

- Susan

* Minor Grand Trine: Mars 24/Uranus 28 Aries trine Jupiter 18 Sagittarius sextile Sun 16/Moon/Mercury 21/Black Moon Lilith 20 Aquarius 
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Mars 23/Uranus 28 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 29 Pisces, respectively
* Saturn 15 Capricorn sextile Neptune 15 Pisces
* Jupiter 18 Sagittarius square Neptune 15 Pisces

Monday, 1/4/19

* New Moon 15 Aquarius today at 4:03 pm EDT *

When everything feels weird and
People feel far away,
Don't give in to being reactive.

You can't force understanding.
Same goes for healing.
Stand back; allow for lots of space.

What's meant for you is unstoppable.
Stand right where you are and ask,
"Who am I?"

Where and with whom you need to be
Will match that answer.
Be willing to heal upwards to the call of your name.

- Susan

* Sun 15/Moon 15/Mercury 19/Black Moon Lilith 20 Aquarius sextile Jupiter 18 Sagittarius
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Mars 23/Uranus 28 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 29 Pisces, respectively
* Saturn 15 Capricorn sextile Neptune 15 Pisces
* Jupiter 18 Sagittarius square Neptune 15 Pisces

Thursday, 1/31/19

Getting bogged down in ache
Makes it hard to see possibility.

The pressure from control outside of you
Makes brave vulnerability a challenge.

Try to go higher.
Try to pull back just enough so that you can see
How you are guided from Above and
Life finds a way to meet you halfway.

Hope is alive.
You are walking proof.

- Susan

* Sun 11/Mercury 12 Aquarius sextile Jupiter 17 Sagittarius
* Moon/Venus 26/Galactic Center 27 Sagittarius square Chiron 29 Pisces, trine Uranus 28/Mars 20 Aries
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 28 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 29 Pisces, respectively
* Saturn 14 Capricorn sextile Neptune 14 Pisces
* Jupiter 17 square Neptune 14 Pisces, trine Mars 20 Aries

Tuesday, 1/29/19

Everything feels far away and weird.
Maybe that's okay.
Maybe you need a different perspective.
Maybe you need to know that not things are not as they seem.

We are not the stories we tell ourselves.
There's the Greater Force of Life at play.
There's every new action we take at play.
There's our ongoing emergence at play.

Sit with how weird everything feels.
There may be a new understanding in there for you.

- Susan

* Sun 9/Mercury 9 Aquarius 
* Moon Sagittarius 
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 28 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 29 Pisces, respectively
* Saturn 14 Capricorn sextile Neptune 14 Pisces, square Mars 19 Aries
* Jupiter 17/Venus 24 Sagittarius square Neptune 14 Pisces, trine Mars 19 Aries

Sunday, 1/27/19

* Still not out of the Leo Eclipse Window until
New Moon Aquarius, 2/4 *

Take the long view.
Where do you want to end up?

Do you want to be declared "right"?

Or

Do you want to heal?

There's a whole new world on offer behind
Door #2.

You've earned it. 
Your right to it should be defended.

- Susan

* Sun 7/Mercury 6 Aquarius square Moon Scorpio 
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 28 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 28 Pisces, respectively
* Jupiter 17/Venus 22 Sagittarius trine Mars 18 Aries, square Neptune 14 Pisces
* Neptune 14 Pisces sextile Saturn 14 Capricorn

Friday, 1/25/19

In times of pressure and tension,
There are moments when we can find peace.
They may not last long, 
But they are impactful.

Take advantage of those pockets.
We're in the long game.
Every breath the reminds of 
The never ending possibility of harmony is precious.

- Susan

* Sun 5/Mercury 2 Aquarius trine Moon Libra
* T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 28 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: South Node 26/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 28 Pisces, respectively
* Jupiter 16/Venus 19 Sagittarius trine Mars 16 Aries, square Neptune 14 Pisces
* Neptune 14 Pisces sextile Saturn 13 Capricorn

Monday, 1/21/19

* Full Moon Lunar Eclipse 0 Leo 
Monday, January 21, 12:16 am EDT *

Adulting involves a lot of
Sacrifice, disappointment, anxiety, heartache, fear.
We live in a system that's 
Suppressive and controlling, by design.

Still, there's a fire within each of us
That can never be snuffed out.
We house love, inspiration, laugher, a quest for adventure.
It's our true motivator.

Everything that has ever made you 
Feel small, want to give up and give in, aim simply for survival,
Those experiences and circumstances don't have to win.
You can refuse to let it.

We can find our way back to ourselves and each other.
We can hear the call of our name and go in that direction.
We can heal our ties that bind.
We can create new worlds.

It's never too late.

- Susan

* T-square: Sun 1 Aquarius + South Node 26/Mercury 25/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose Moon 1st Decan Leo + North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 28 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: Sun 1 Aquarius + South Node 26/Mercury 25/Pluto 21 Capricorn oppose Moon 1st Decan Leo + North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 28 Pisces, respectively
* Neptune 14 Pisces sextile Saturn 13 Capricorn, square Jupiter 15/Venus 15 Sagittarius
* Jupiter 15/Venus 15 Sagittarius trine Mars 13 Aries

Friday, 1/18/19

* Between Eclipses *

You can extricate yourself from 
The control and suppression of others.

You just have to figure out:
How do you access your strength and 
What's getting in the way of your ability to heal?

Perhaps the answers are found in
Believing in yourself, more than you ever have before, and Trusting that Life has got you and is meeting you halfway.

- Susan

* Cardinal T-square: Sun 28/South Node 26/Pluto 21/Mercury 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 28 Aries
* Triangle of Potential: Sun 28/South Node 26/Pluto 21/Mercury 21 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer sextile/trine Chiron 28 Pisces, respectively
* Moon 3rd Decan Gemini sextile Uranus 28 Aries, square Chiron 28 Pisces, quincunx Sun 28/South Node 26/Pluto 21/Mercury 21 Capricorn

Wednesday, 1/16/19

* Between Eclipses *

Leaving behind the Story of Your Brokenness,
It can be really hard.

Letting it go,
Trusting Life again,
Being willing to go forward in a new way -
It takes commitment.

You have to decide
Over and over and over again:
You care about your own wellbeing so much
That you're just not willing to dive into that story anymore.

Start right where you're standing.
This can be a New Day.

- Susan

* Cradle: Sun 26/South Node 26/Pluto 21/Mercury 18 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer supported by Chiron 28 Pisces and Moon Taurus by trines/sextiles
* Cardinal T-square: Sun 26/South Node 26/Pluto 21/Mercury 18 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 28 Aries
* Mercury 18/Saturn 13 Capricorn sextile Neptune 14 Pisces, square Mars 10 Aries
* Mars 10 Aries trine Venus 9/Jupiter 14 Sagittarius
* Jupiter 14 Sagittarius square Neptune 14 Pisces

Friday, 1/11/19

* Between Eclipses *

Metamorphosis, noun:
A change of the form or nature of a thing or person into a completely different one, by natural or supernatural means.

You are not meant to stay in suffering,
Although you can, if you want to.

You are not meant to be snuffed out by rigidity,
Although you can, if you want to.

You are not meant to stay in an unlocked cage of suppression,
Although you can, if you want to.

OR

You can change your entire nature and
Go a new way.

It will require
Your brave vulnerability in opening up to new possibility and
Your unyielding commitment to heal yourself up into liberation.

- Susan

* Sun 21/Pluto 20/South Node 26 Capricorn sextile Moon/Chiron 28 Pisces
* Triangle of Potential: North Node 26 Cancer oppose South Node 26/Sun 21/Pluto 20 Capricorn trine/sextile Moon/Chiron 28 Pisces, respectively
* Mercury 9/Saturn 12 Capricorn sextile Neptune 14 Pisces, square Mars 7 Aries
* Mars 7 Aries trine Venus 4 Sagittarius
* Jupiter 13 Sagittarius square Neptune 14 Pisces
* Cardinal T-square: South Node 26/Sun 21/Pluto 20 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 28 Aries

Wednesday, 1/9/19

* Between Eclipses *

The endings aren't done yet.
You haven't begun to process them yet, either.

You're stronger than you think.
You stand for something important.
You believe in something higher.
You are here for a reason.

Trust yourself.
Trust Life.
Notice everything, but cling to nothing.
Know that you are being guided.

- Susan

* Sun 19/Saturn 12/Pluto 20 Capricorn sextile Neptune 14 Pisces
* Moon shifting from Aquarius to Pisces sextile Uranus 28 Aries, square Venus 2 Sagittarius
* Mars 5 Aries trine Venus 2 Sagittarius, square Mercury 6 Capricorn
* Cardinal T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 20 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 28 Aries 
* Jupiter 13 Sagittarius square Neptune 14 Pisces

Monday, 1/7/19

* Between Eclipses *

Consider that you're not experiencing an end so much as
A transition towards what's calling for you.

If an old way, situation, or habit is drawing to a close,
It's because the New is starting to form over the horizon.

You heal yourself up to it,
Not martyr yourself for what's no longer sustainable.

You are in a window where
You can't see everything.

Lean into healing upward rather than
Being reactionary to what feels outside of your control.

- Susan

* Sun 17/Saturn 12/Pluto 20 Capricorn sextile Neptune 14 Pisces
* Grand Trine: Venus 0 Sagittarius - Chiron 28 Pisces - North Node 26 Cancer with a Kite to Moon Aquarius
* Cardinal T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 20 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus 28 Aries 
* Mercury 3 Capricorn square Mars 4 Aries
* Jupiter 13 Sagittarius square Neptune 14 Pisces

Saturday, 1/5/19

* New Moon Solar Eclipse 15 Capricorn
Saturday, January 5, 8:28 pm EDT *

If there were one decision for you to make,
Assuming Life would conspire to support you,
That would get you into the realm of empowerment & healing,

What would it be?

- Susan

Friday, 1/4/19

Any jolts to your everyday life,
Any aches from the past,
Any worries or fears in your vulnerability
Can be met with bravery and
Decisions that point you in the direction of healing.

Sometimes, the energy has to shake us up
To force us to pay attention.
Sometimes, when we refuse to listen,
We get course corrected out of nowhere.

Life is in your favor.
Meet it with allowance and reverence.
Be willing to pivot hard into a new direction.
All wounds are healable.

- Susan

* Sun 14 Capricorn sextile Neptune 14 Pisces
* Moon First Decan Capricorn/Mercury 29 Sagittarius/Galactic Center 27 Sagittarius square Chiron 28 Pisces/Mars 2 Aries, trine Uranus Rx 28 Aries
* Grand Trine Water: Venus 27 Scorpio - Chiron 28 Pisces - North Node 26 Cancer
* Cardinal T-square: South Node 26/Pluto 20 Capricorn oppose North Node 26 Cancer square Uranus Rx 28 Aries 
* Jupiter 12 Sagittarius square Neptune 14 Pisces